hari lahir yang sedih bagi diriku :(

everyone has their 'HAPPY' birthday party for every year on their birthday . i'm not one of that person which mean i never had a really 'HAPPY' birthday party in my life . . my birthday is on february but now is already april but i really want to be a 'HAPPY' birthday girl . . i just hope that i can have a very 'HAPPY' party in my life . . although it seem like to be hard for me to get that